Tonight I'm facing huge challenges in relying on God. I'm filled with anger at someone that is hurting my loved ones. I'm trying to give that anger to God, to seek his will in these problems.
The anger subsides, filled with curiosity at what causes this person to do the things they do. What has their life been like? How can I help them? How can I show them a better way? Perhaps some of their anger was caused by my loved ones.
Turning to God at times like these isn't always easy, but it's always the right answer. He knows everything there is to know, and therefore knows what is good and right. The best thing I can do is seek his knowledge and guidance. For now, that simply means being quiet and still while I pray.
